Love Sucks.

she woke up at 6am, bcoz of the smell of the rain in the air.

thinking of all the happenings.

the toubles came from the unknown issues that only the two can understand. not for three.

對她來說，

那個煩惱只是一個優柔寡斷的男生不願面對現實之後的沈重，

而牽扯出的無名火。

倒霉的是第三者,

說穿了，

她自找的：

他早跟她說了，這個長假沒有辦法見面，因為某些原因。

他沒打算隱瞞，她沒打算放棄。

(甚至，她(已經)意外的獲得一整天的驚喜which has made her holiday complete)

只是，她不甘心、

不。甘。心。：

why i deserve the happiness,

but i dont deserve the happiness as my daily matters ?

w h y ?

她不懂

為何不行就跟她攤牌、

或者，

就離開她？

"just run away." She shouted at him.

"i cant, coz i wanna do it nice." he said, 

"for the previous one, i can ; but for this one, i cant".

然後,

就是一場寂靜的空白。

她的心裡冒著無名之火。

after the great explosion inside both of them,

everything was so great except that issue, stocking in between.

otherwise, everything was really great.

if they can be together ever after,

this will be ending up with a lovely french style fairy tale. ^o^!

但其實，

she under-estimateed the power of the touch of the skins.

she expected that was just "A way-out", no strings sttached.

it should be and it better be.

however,

so strange chemistry occurred.

for the side who is more lonely.

not for the side who is busy.

STOP THINKING AND LET GO.

放低。

time will tell.

he said he simply needs sometime to fix, to make it nice.

well,

let's see.

the deadline is set,

let's wait & see.